I am on the cusp of something big...

I can feel it, if only for a moment.  I stand to gain something huge if only I could be brave.  See I am a few short years from one of those important milestone birthdays.  One that signifies in my head at least that I have to be a grownup.  One of those 'Do not pass go, Do not collect 200 bucks unless you can prove you are the grownup everyone expects you to be' milestones.  The funny thing is, once you are past 21 the years just melt together.  Nothing else to look forward to, just age. Age and wrinkles. I try to explain that to my younger compadres, but I am not old in their eyes. 

I have been working on my bucket o chicken list (because I aint about to kick life's bucket yet!)

1. More me time

2. Less meat time (as in the semi veggie girl kicks the chicken, beef and pork habit down to once a month, I am NOT perfect)

3. More hammer time (as in building things)

4. More MC Hammer time (yes, as in dancing, Hefty garbage bag pants not required)

5. Take a Vacation outside of my comfort zone (ie safety of my 4 walls at home)

6. Pick up french again, it made me happy! Je suis une chat executive avec un pipe et une sange blanc

7.  Let Love in more

8.  Cook for the fun of it

9.  Love myself as I am

10.  Get in shape for me, not to gain someone's eye


bona notte!